But I’ve been walking for a thousand miles

wow

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 10:49:05 GMT

It's been a while.
i've forgotten how i even started this journal. well, to those of you still reading....
hello. how've you been?
i hope everyone is well.

ta-ta!

bye-bye

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 08:06:07 GMT

so i think it's safe to say that i've abandoned my Lj for myspace and facebook.

sorry kids.

♥

aww shucks....

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 06:19:20 GMT

jesus, i'm
Age: nineteen
Height: 5"2 and a half
Natural hair color: chesnut brown
Eye color: brown with lines of lighter brown
Number of siblings: sister &brother
Glasses/contacts?: negative
Piercing: the ones in my ears closed up long ago
Born: 05.06.1986

FAVORITE
Color: black, white
Animal: squirrel/monkey
Band: impossible
Song: atm...matchbox20 - bent; our lady peace(?) - let me rest in pieces
Stuffed animal: mr. poopie
Video game: spiderman 2, medal of honor
TV Show: friends//reality tv
Movie: equilibrium
Book: the five people you meet in heaven;how to be good
Food: sushi, italian, desserts, salads
Flower: tulips/orchids/roses
Scent: armani mania/black code, j'adore by dior, chanel chance,
Comic book/Manga: dont have one
Chocolate bar: anything see's/godiva
Website: google
Mythical Animal: pegasis, dragons, mermaids

DO YOU?
Play an instrument?: no
Like to sing?: yes
Have a job?: yes
Like to play sports?: yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes+++
Have a crush on someone?: yes :)
Live somewhere NOT in Canada?: yes
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no thank god
Have any special talents/skills?: yes
Exercise daily?: ha!
Like school?: ....yes

CAN YOU?

Sing the alphabet backwards?: yes
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yes
Speak any other languages?: i wish
Go a day without food: yes
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: done and done
Roll your tongue?: yes
Eat a whole pizza?: oh jesus....yes

HAVE YOU EVER?

Cried to get out of trouble?: yes
Seen a shooting star?: yes
Been to any other countries?: mexico doesnt count
Solved a rubiks cube?: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yes...good times
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: yes
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yes..but it was only 5 floors
Been in love?: yes
Been close to love?: indeed
Been to a casino?: yes
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: gross
Made homemade muffins?: yes
Been to Disneyland/ DisneyWorld?: yes
More than 5 times?: yes
Been to Niagara falls?: no

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:

Brushed your teeth: few hours ago
Saw a movie in theaters: a week(?) madagascar and came really close to seeing batman :)
Read a book: few weeks ago *sad*
Had a snow day: years and years ago
Had a party: hosted - i have no idea; been to - last week
Had a slumber party: kind of..thursday
Tripped in front of someone: today

PICK ONE

Fruit/vegetables: fruit
Black/white: white
Lights on/lights off: off
TV/movie: tv
Car/truck: car
Body spray/lotion: perfume
Cash/check: check
Pillows/blankets: pillow
Paint/charcoal: charcoal
Chinese food/Mexican food: mexican
Summer/winter: winter
Snow/rain: snow
Fog/misty: misty
Rock/rap: rock
Meat/vegetarian: vegetarian
Sprinkles/icing: sprinkles
Cake/pie: cake
French toast/French fries: toast
Strawberries/grapes: both
Ocean/swimming pool: my pool
Cookies/muffins: muffins
Wallet/pocket: purse!
Window/door: bay window
Pink/purple: purple skittles
Cat/dog: doggie!
Long sleeve/short sleeve: long
Pants/shorts: pantalones
Winter break/Spring break: winter
Spring/autumn: spring
Clouds/clear sky: clouds
Sun/moon: moon

I...

am: sleepy/bored/contemplative
want to find a girlfriend: like phoebe from friends
need: my man
crave: sleep
hate: childishness
"did: not have sexual relations with that woman..."
feel: cold
miss: steven, debra, jp, amelia, guilia, megan, mikael, marissa, childhood
am tired of: food

SILLY STUFF

What is your favorite genre of music?: laid back rock (i.e. coldplay, dmb, u2, jason mraz)
What time is it now?: 11:44 pm
What day is it?: monday
When's the last time you called someone?: 8:36pm
Are you hungry?: heck no
Whatcha doin?: no
Do you like parades?: the rose parade
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: sleep
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: telakinesis/flight/telepathy/mind-reading
Have you ever had a picnic?: yes
Are you wearing any socks right now?: no

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

funny?: sure
Pretty?: eh
sarcastic?: ...never
lazy?: yes
hyper?: at times
friendly: fuck no
smart?: with certain things
strong?: eh
talented?: no
dorky?: yes

WOULD YOU EVER

Sky dive?: maybe
Run away?: no
Not take a shower for a week?: no
Ask someone out?: yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: ummmm....YEA
Go scuba diving?: yes
Write a Book: yes
Become a Rockstar?: realistically....no

LAST QUESTIONS:

What shampoo do you use?: thermasilk
What kind of computer do you have?: toshiba
What grade are you in?: 14th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: no
How many posters do you have in your room?: i have a room?
How many cds do you have?: TOO MANY
What time is it now?: 11:50p

END

*teeeeheee*

over-analyzation: my anti-prozac

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 22:08:52 GMT

SOULMATE - one simple compound word with the capability of driving one completely insane.
the idea that there is that singular someone, who is the answer to your prayers, and someone that comepletes the other metaphysical missing part of you.
COMPLETiON - is that really what we're looking for? not someone but something? that thing that presents itself in a perfect entirety that can fix everything; futhermore, since this missing part of you seems to present itself in the form of loneliness, do we really just personify this completion into a 'special somone'? Therefore, since you are aching for this wholeness, you find someone just as incompelete as you are, and together you can fix one another: two halves of one whole person.

wouldn't it be better then, to just fix yourself, before you go looking for all the half pieces? if we are never really happy with ourselves, how can we ever be expected to be completely happy with someone else?

on the other hand, there is that ever present upside to the situation: you have already found that person, and you are so happy that it breaks you inside. you want to be the best part of what you are capable of being - not just for them, but for yourself as well.
</optimism> what happens, if you are so insecure with yourself, that you inevitably fuck it up? you are so happy, that there is nothing left for you, but to screw something up. what then? do you admit to that emmenssly humbling realization that it is in fact just you and not them; or do you fix yourself before you can return to them? in that case, will they even accept that leave of ~~absence~~ self-evaluation? would it be better for yourself to break your ego before your 'other' and leave the verdict up to them - therby leaving you completely vulnerable and naked? or walk away with whatever peice of self-delluded image that you have of yourself and spit and shine, until you can peace with your reflection...happy with what's in the mirror, huh? tell that to alice.

Fri, 06 May 2005 21:56:49 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

heck yesss.
here's to advil in the morning!!

♥

tread softly....

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 22:27:24 GMT

Created by crystalic_chick

im deleting EVERYONE.
comment to stay/be added.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 06:41:29 GMT

george is coming over.

im tingling with excitement.

the o.c.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 19:35:10 GMT

dont judge a city by its tv show...

celebrity death trio

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 19:30:22 GMT

ray charles
ken caminiti
christopher reeves

why do they always go in threes?
it must be because bush is in office....

i heard it at earl's

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 18:31:02 GMT

October 10, 2004

11:20 PM
Christopher Reeves died.
cardiac arrest.

i wore my black superman shirt to bed.

here's to getting fucked up

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 22:18:31 GMT

i say my niggas dont dance, they just pull up dey pants and...
do the ROCK AWAY.

...lean back, lean back...

i have a date with jose,
quervo, that is...

*cheers*

XP

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 18:28:53 GMT

im coming home saturday. im leaving sunday.
mark your calendars bitches.

♥

relocated...

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 00:15:27 GMT

welcome

<333